Wednesday, December 31, 2008

at the end, you do miss some people.

late at night, after seeing girl on girl and guy on girl shows i realize [peculiarly] that i miss somethings and some. 

I miss kyle and hanging out with him because mr. silver brought out, and brings out, the cool in me. i miss having this hot, real and cool guy next to me at stores and on rides home. 
I miss genre on monday nights because dancing made me feel cool, and coolness doesn't reach me often.
I miss the wednesday nights me and hector used to share once a week.
I miss shooting, and i have a feeling it misses me.
I miss my dad, but that should not be new.
I miss extensions, but i might get some tomorrow.
I miss the feeling before stress and credit cards and bank accounts, and even my emma.
and i miss albert loving me so much.

who  ever reads this, i am being completely honest.